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pipistrellafelixcallbacks last night went well, as far as i can tell (which i never really feel like i can). there were only two of us juliets left by the end (i hate always assuming things, but...i can't really help it). so maybe that means it's me or a-ro? maybe not? i don't know.
i am also anxious about other people--one other person--who seriously deserves to get a major part in this, & i am worried they won't--not because they're not incredible & are a good actor regardless, but because...i worry.
i hate using the phrase "deserves to" in regards to casting, but i feel like for university casting it's different.
mostly i'm just anxious. & i hate, hate the waiting...nothing i can do. i could go talk to chris about any number of this, but she can't really do anything except reassure me.
we find out via email tomorrow. i'm not going to check my email until i'm done with everything. because if i don't get an email, i'm going to be checking every five minutes. & will probably be depressed. & if i do get one, & it's the one i want, i won't be able to think about anything else all day.
not that i'll be able to do that anyway. agh.
i am also anxious about other people--one other person--who seriously deserves to get a major part in this, & i am worried they won't--not because they're not incredible & are a good actor regardless, but because...i worry.
i hate using the phrase "deserves to" in regards to casting, but i feel like for university casting it's different.
mostly i'm just anxious. & i hate, hate the waiting...nothing i can do. i could go talk to chris about any number of this, but she can't really do anything except reassure me.
we find out via email tomorrow. i'm not going to check my email until i'm done with everything. because if i don't get an email, i'm going to be checking every five minutes. & will probably be depressed. & if i do get one, & it's the one i want, i won't be able to think about anything else all day.
not that i'll be able to do that anyway. agh.
