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I looked up my student loans today.

Let me inform you, also, that there are very few things more terrifying to me at this present moment than the knowledge that I have to pay this money, which means that, of course, I have to get this money, somehow, & holy hell that is a lot of money.

I do not like money. I am a theater artist. I am also a development director, apparently, so I understand money, but I do not like it, & I have never once dealt with an income above the hundreds because I am poor-ish. Or at least in debt.

I take some small comfort that this ridiculous amount of debt was gotten via an education, & not, say, buying an inordinate amount of things I did not need. Nevertheless, it does not please me. Agagaga!

too many posts, i know, but--

Oh my goodness--I went to aerial class tonight & it is the most amazing & difficult & painful & awkward & fantastically cool thing ever. I love this.
Also, given that I have very little upper body strength & have not trained in anything physical for a while, I was not half bad for a first-timer. This is just so cool.