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Jul. 2nd, 2009 04:01 pmI looked up my student loans today.
Let me inform you, also, that there are very few things more terrifying to me at this present moment than the knowledge that I have to pay this money, which means that, of course, I have to get this money, somehow, & holy hell that is a lot of money.
I do not like money. I am a theater artist. I am also a development director, apparently, so I understand money, but I do not like it, & I have never once dealt with an income above the hundreds because I am poor-ish. Or at least in debt.
I take some small comfort that this ridiculous amount of debt was gotten via an education, & not, say, buying an inordinate amount of things I did not need. Nevertheless, it does not please me. Agagaga!
Let me inform you, also, that there are very few things more terrifying to me at this present moment than the knowledge that I have to pay this money, which means that, of course, I have to get this money, somehow, & holy hell that is a lot of money.
I do not like money. I am a theater artist. I am also a development director, apparently, so I understand money, but I do not like it, & I have never once dealt with an income above the hundreds because I am poor-ish. Or at least in debt.
I take some small comfort that this ridiculous amount of debt was gotten via an education, & not, say, buying an inordinate amount of things I did not need. Nevertheless, it does not please me. Agagaga!
