Renaissance Girl

I think there is quite possibly nothing scarier than nearly blacking out, having spots that take over more of your vision than your actual vision, and going sweaty and cold at the same time, and having no fucking idea what's going on. It's really terrifying.

...I think it was just lack of good food and good sleep and just general stress. I'm better. But GOD that was the worst morning I've had in a long time.

Some year, someday, I really will rig up an elaborate April's Fool's joke. Today is not that day, however.

On the other hand, I do have an email which I know isn't a prank, as I've gotten it before, but makes me laugh every time:

A REMINDER TO STUDENTS:

Seattle University Policy: University Communication to Students via Email
Upon enrolling at Seattle University, all students, including both matriculated and non-matriculated students, will be given a Seattle University email account. This email account will be a primary mechanism for official University communications to students, including registration and student account information, announcements of official University policies, reports required by federal consumer information requirements, and general announcements and information. As part of their responsibility to work with the University to manage their business and enrollment issues, students are expected to check their Seattle University email accounts regularly.


....and yes, they sent it to our email. I love beaurocracy.

ETA:
If I did not know that the Gregorian calendar is a construct and therefore the weather is not in thrall to it I would suspect said weather of enjoying the fact that it's April first. On the other hand we've been having crazy weather all week (all month) so it hardly counts. Still, sunny and warm and then hailing? Wtf?

...I kind of like it. *grin*

I don't know why I'm so annoyed. I didn't get enough sleep last night, but I was really happy last night. Except I'm still uncomfortable about Joel. I don't want to be uncomfortable; she's said that falling asleep in a guy's arms is the best feeling ever, and I definetely appreciate that, but I'd...kinda like some notice, I guess, when I'm expected to share a room which is technically half mine with a guy I don't really know. I really wish I wasn't this annoyed about it. But I am. Which makes me more annoyed.
Actually, I'm just sort of generally annoyed. Maybe I'm PMSing. I could blame it on hormones then. But I don't think I am, I think I'm just bitchy. Grrar.

I spent all day today at the Leadership Blitz, which, for a random leadership confrence that began at 8:30 in the morning, was actually really fun. I hung out with some people I hadn't met before, did some crazy activities. I would have been a lot happier if I'd gotten to take a shower in the morning, but no, I'm too lazy.

If I can make it through till next Friday, all will be well. This week is going to be just as awfu as the last one, beginning now, but...after next Friday it will be much easier. Not over, but easier.


( quiz. cause i'm waiting for laundry. )

*sigh* Mmmkay. Time to switch out laundry. And do math. Oh, god...I am so ready for this quarter to be finished. I need...something. I'm so far gone I don't even know what I need anymore.

I am unfazed. I woke up and (what's his name? I can't even remember. Joel, I think) was in Danica's bed. I heard them talking, which woke my brain up a lot faster than normally.
I am unfazed.


...that's a lie. But I'm doing a good job of pretending to be.