There...

Well...I have decided. Well and truly, finally, for good, not receding on anything. And it wasn't what I thought I would. But after I wailed and bemoaned my fate for a while, I managed to sit down and work on homework for a bit (oh god, thesis) and as I was thinking about entirely different things, my head, truly on its own, thought, well, I'm going to have to go do that honors program. And I said, really? And it said, yes. And I said, oh, well, yeah, I guess you're right.

And that was sort of that. I am less flipped out about being in Seattle, because the honors program classes were just too cool to not do. And also I am feeling less flipped out about the whole idea of transferring colleges, which was something I was utterly loathe to do (you'd think after my highschool career I wouldn't care)...but it doesn't sound so bad. I could go to LC for junior and senior year and go someplace nifty abroad and be in Portland. Hmmm. *plots*

I will just have to make myself all collegiate in Seattle. Which is possible. And make my life as a college student in Seattle very different from my life up till now in Seattle, and separate if I can, so it's all very diffrent....which is not to say I do not love all you people in Seattle because I DO...and yes I will meet you for coffee. Lots. (Actually I hate coffee but I will meet you and drink tea.) And I will come see plays and things.

And if I don't stop writing and go work on homework I won't graduate and the whole question will be moot anyway...*runs away*