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I know I have to get used to this aspect of dorm life, but it's still kind of awkward walking in and having A Boy in your roommate's bed. (A boy with no shirt on, no less. I don't think my roommate had one on either....)
I'm torn between feeling indefinably uncomfortable and indelibly amused.
The room is dark now, since I left again and came back after watching Princess Bride with a bunch of Xavierites and making really bad jokes with Chris (who gets my humor, haha). It really is totally dark, except for my comptuer screen. My eyes hurt. Hehe.
I have to write an entire philosophy paper on Sunday, as tomorrow is utterly full.

I have to get up at eight in the effing morning tomorrow. Oh, grargh.

Oh! Haha, Erin and I went to see Singin' in the Rain at the 5th Ave and it was glorious and wet and happy dancing and I saw Anneka (hi my darling) and I really want to be in a musical. Reallyreally.

Also my stomach hurts and I don't like it. Bleh. This was a pointless entry except for a halfhearted almost rant about roommate's boys. If I had a boy, somehow I don't think I would bring him back. Maybe I'm weird that way or something.

Eh. Goodnight. Tomorrow...well. No, it won't really be better. Try me in a week or three.

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I don't know why I'm so annoyed. I didn't get enough sleep last night, but I was really happy last night. Except I'm still uncomfortable about Joel. I don't want to be uncomfortable; she's said that falling asleep in a guy's arms is the best feeling ever, and I definetely appreciate that, but I'd...kinda like some notice, I guess, when I'm expected to share a room which is technically half mine with a guy I don't really know. I really wish I wasn't this annoyed about it. But I am. Which makes me more annoyed.
Actually, I'm just sort of generally annoyed. Maybe I'm PMSing. I could blame it on hormones then. But I don't think I am, I think I'm just bitchy. Grrar.

I spent all day today at the Leadership Blitz, which, for a random leadership confrence that began at 8:30 in the morning, was actually really fun. I hung out with some people I hadn't met before, did some crazy activities. I would have been a lot happier if I'd gotten to take a shower in the morning, but no, I'm too lazy.

If I can make it through till next Friday, all will be well. This week is going to be just as awfu as the last one, beginning now, but...after next Friday it will be much easier. Not over, but easier.


( quiz. cause i'm waiting for laundry. )

*sigh* Mmmkay. Time to switch out laundry. And do math. Oh, god...I am so ready for this quarter to be finished. I need...something. I'm so far gone I don't even know what I need anymore.