today i am...

today:

i have:
a new nalgene bottle
my first pair of cleats ever
a wall covered in bathhousian pictures, thanks to anneka
a poem written for me by elaine
fabulous plans for this weekend

i want:
time to watch firefly in (it's still mocking me)
something to chew on (gum anyone? toothpick?)
to go to portland
a proper tea party. now.
to draw
to do crafts with beads and cloth and other things
to play with words
to write a poem
joel to send me story (i am so impatient)
to learn how to play my guitar
a fish

i need:
a history topic
to go do homework for tomorrow
to start my philsophy paper sometime soon
to go to bed earlier.

au'revoir mes amies.

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Well. Sometimes there are things that I really wish were true, and they just aren't. It would make things so much easier if I could change myself but I can't. Sometimes that really messes me up. (Okay, that was cryptic. I'm sorry. It isn't as bad as that sounds, I promise.)

Ultimate practice is going to murder me the next two weeks. Starting a week from today we're having 6:30am practices. As weird as it sounds, I'm actually looking forward to it. It's been way too long since I was up that early, and I kind of miss it.

Also, long hot showers after working your ass off in a hot gym (running about after a small plastic round thing no less) are probably the best thing known to humankind.

And now I have eighty pages to read. Au'revoir darlings.