so, um, argh, i guess.

Agh, I am so frustrated. I cannot focus on this history paper--I feel like I have too little information and too much to talk about all at once; I feel like I didn't do enough research and that there isn't any to do all at once; I feel really interested and severely annoyed, all at once. So argh. And I have to finish it by Monday. I have nine pages of gibberish--okay, to be fair it's not all gibberish; in fact the pieces are cohesive internally, they just don't, you know, go together. Bleh.

In other news, however, I wrote my journal for Engl. 390 (the one I forgot to do and had to make up) in about ten minutes. God, the way I bullshit that class is either really impressive or incredibly pathetic; I'm inclined toward the former, simply because I've never had such results with BS before. Ahahaha...man. (I think everyone in that class has basically given up, except for actually finishing the paper. Or at least the kids I hang with have. Ehehe. Bad influences...*snicker*)

Before break:
- finish history paper
- write reflective essay for 390
- make big long responses for study q's for orals to send around (operation F.U.C.K. has commenced!)
- write my research paper for 390 (yeah, the whole thing, shaddap)
- survive oral honors final
- survive talking to larry about consulting
- survive oral presentation for 390
(- eat mimosas from teresa! yay!)
-not fall over from how stiff and sore i am

...and that's about it. In, you know. Five days.

I wanna go back to bed.

(look, a nekkid angel! shaddap, it's caravaggio...)

Okay, people, before I forget: Is anyone interested in a little informal caroling around Christmas/Solstice time? I got all inspired by avande and now I want to get a group together to sing a bit. I don't know too many carols, but the idea is that if we get enough people together we should have enough songs between us to make a few hours of caroling feasible.
Anyone interested? (No commitments, I don't have a date or anything--just to see if this is a possibility.) Cause, you know, I'm gonna go singing...and I'd feel really pathetic doing it alone.

Also, I did my reflective essay too. Hah. Take that, English 390. Booyah.

Still have history. Am about to call father to talk at him about it. Hopefully that will help. It did last time.


( meme. which i rather like. i'd go for that. )