in which i swear at the world a lot

- My schedules need to work the fuck out. Being in two shows at once (let's not even mention finals week & all the shit I have to finish) is terrifically awful and awkward. I hate having to deal with balancing it all, or more to the point, not balancing it & letting people down.

- My subconscious needs to quit giving me these ridiculously specific dreams about my underlying anxieties. They're not underlying, okay? I know what I'm anxious about & it won't do me any good you reminding me. So STOP IT.

- I am frustrated with people.

- I am really awfully pissed off at this weather, because it is fucking with everyone's head, including mine--it's effing JUNE for crying out loud, I hate this. I would be okay with rain, even, if it were warmer. Stupid weather.

- I am angry at Rosa, for several reasons. She won't try to chew me out because for some ungodly reason I think she likes me, but I wish she would so I could call her on her bullshit for once. I will call her on the honors project. It is entirely unrealistic to tell me a week ago that she wants a finalized honors proposal from me before she leaves (June 19th) so she can help me with it, when in reality the proposal's not due until October 15th. I'm sorry, if you'd told me at the beginning of the quarter that you wanted this, I might have had time to read some more plays & get ideas. At this point? No. Thank you. I'll do it on my own.

At least Molly is coming over for tea soon. That's something to look forward to. *sigh*