*whimpers* *dies*

It's Tuesday on the second week of the quarter and I already feel overwhelmed and unhappy. Something is wrong here. Also cramps are making me physically unhappy, so when your body and your mind decide to have a bad day, you're mostly stuck. ARGH.

I did that month meme, only I stole from rain_luong the idea of taking the first sentence of every post, putting it into paragraphs for each month. And before you ask, I did this a while ago, before I got all overwhelmed. It's like the mother of all run-on free-writes, only it makes even less sense than usual.
( last year )

And now I am going to attempt to get things done. I ought'nt to go to the dinner tonight, even, but I am. *sigh* ARGH.

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There is a table spread with comfort foods ranging from latkes to mac and cheese to shrimp and naan, and it is set and lit by candles and there are people sitting around it that I love so so dearly. And there is conversation and laughing and impromptu birthday cake and dancing, and... Suffice to say it was a beautiful evening.

And now I am torn between lovely warm happiness from that and aggravated sadness from having so much bloody homework. So I'm going to read and go to bed.

But I love you so so much.