pipistrellafelix | Internet! Potatoes! Over-achievement for the...lose. Damn.

First I will give a HOORAY for having a solid, secured wireless internet connection that my computer knows and loves! Fighting with connection = most frustrating. Sharing with neighbors is awesome, people! Especially when it means your wireless bill will be less than $10 a month. What, what.

Also yay for potatoes, currently boiling on my stove, since I have no creativity as to dinner. I don't even know what to do with them. Maybe boysenberry sauce? Lawks. (Ok, so I'll do something good, I'm sure, I'm just a little off the cooking train at the moment. I want to make something gourmet, but keep stalling by the idea of cleaning up afterwards.)

I talked to Rosa today about doing CWS(A) for an honors project this spring, & promptly found out that I am an idiot, vis a vis the fact that you really need to apply before October to be considered for the following spring. Well, damn. That being said though, she also told me that it would have been fairly pointless to apply for a directing Honors project before I'd taken directing, as no one could have had any input into how I am as a director, so it wouldn't have been that strong of a proposal anyway. She told me I should apply next year, except, am I really interested in directing as a career? Because if I want to follow acting foremost, then it might be a better idea to do an honors project in acting, since it's sort of a step toward careerness, what with grad school aps & resumes and other suchlikes.
Now, here's my issue: I want to direct CWS. I am going to do that (probably as an independent study this spring for the hell of it; this is something I just need to do before I graduate). I also would like to get honors in drama, for several reasons. However, I know Cozy's going out for honors next year, with an utterly super-fantastic project on Hamlet that she wants me to be involved in, but not to the level where I feel like I would be a co-project-person, because a good deal of her project is something she wants to do, and should, do. I don't want to get involved on her ground. I do however really want the project to happen, & I want to be in it. So therefore I don't want to a) think up some other project, that would be in competition, & b) be doing my own honors thing & be too busy to do hers.
All of this is of course superficial on some level because do I seriously need honors in all my majors? No.

..I kinda want them though! ...is that bad?