oh....bleh.

[pipistrellafelix]

It's really weird, the places you can get on LJ. I clicked on someone's name in a community because I wanted to find out who did the art for their icon (it was Crowley and Aziraphale. And the art was linnpuzzle, whose art is gorgeous). And I found a link to BARE. And the music is really good. Whoah. (I wonder if it's coming back West coast? Hmm.) Although it is kinda depressing. Maybe that's just me at the moment.

Looks like I'm going to be in Astronomy next quarter...I'd like to know what you can do in a lab for Astro if it's in the middle of the day, but...oh well. We'll see. Also I cannot register for next quarter until I get my shots. Puckey. I thought I signed an exemption form, but noooo, apparently not...*sigh* I will go be stubborn and pushy about it tomorrow.


Today was sunny and happy but now I am not so happy anymore. I'm in a funk over homework and I hate it. I have what feels like an impossibly huge amount of work to do, in five weeks. My Scripture confy is tomorrow; I have NO idea what I'm doing for my project; I havenn't read Judith all the way through yet. (I'm considering switching to Mark 5.21-43, but I'm not sure.) I still don't have an Aquinas topic. I have a quiz in History on Monday, the second paper (which I haven't even begun) due on Wednesday; a math test on Wednesday. Math is bothering me. I cannot figure out why I'm so bad at it. Well, yes, I can; I don't practice enough. It annoys me so bloody much, because sometimes math is so incredibly fascinating and I really wish I was better at it--but when it comes down to it I don't care enough to exert myself. Which really annoys me. At the moment I can't make myself care enough about anything to put an effort into it. I have questions to type up, a response paper to write for Bible class, Aquinas to read, all for tomorrow. At least I finished my math homework, though heaven knows I'm not that girl (gaw, it's automatic now!) how much I actually got right. Gar.
I'm feeling totally overwhelmed. And I hate it. I HATE it.
I have some food but I don't feel like eating. Which makes me feel all ill. Which I also don't like. I refuse to get sick. Cannot, cannot, CANNOT deal with it right now. No, just...NO. Not okay.
Am listening to Hairspray in an attempt to make me feel better, because it is an inherently happy musical. Hmm. It isn't working very well.
Well. I might as well go do my Aquinas while I'm feeling all annoyed and bitchy. Yay.


On a slightly happier note, the moon is utterly beautiful tonight. A perfect little cream sliver.

Comments

[marbletrickwire.livejournal.com]

i totally totally understand the not caring thing. it feels utterly crappy and yet you cant bring yourself to care about anything enough to stop feeling crappy (read some of my earlier lj posts...lol.) BUT bare is actually an amazing musical and i have met the guy who stars in it who is ryah's best friend or somthing. he's really hot. but it is also depressing. anywayyyy i love you and i hope you feel better! xoxox ac

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

Where was it on the West Coast? Did I just totally miss it? That's annoying. I hope it comes back, it looks really good.

Hey, are you going to go see CWS? There should be a Bathhousian go-see-ing (wow...my vocabulary...)

[countcomfect.livejournal.com]

The technical term for any large gathering of Bathhousians for a purpose is an "invasion."

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

Invasion. Gotcha. :)
(btw, Bathhouse invasion of downtown needs to happen this summer to go see Willy Wonka...)

[marbletrickwire.livejournal.com]

i didnt see it, ive just heard the music and met the guy...

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

oh...still cool though.:)

[leeann-marie.livejournal.com]

I love linnpuzzle's art!!! Love it.

I'm in Astronomy right now. It's okay. All my friends have Chemistry at the same time, so they say they're going to Potions and I say I have go to the Astronomy Tower. Not that I'm an HP nerd or anything...

- ♥ -

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

Hee...in middle school I rewrote my schedule to fit everything into HP-ness. It didn't fit very well, but I was a determined little nerd. :)

Love yer icon, btw.

[countcomfect.livejournal.com]

I know the feeling of not caring. That was my first quarter in college (sigh) and is now my first quarter of this semester (double sigh).

This too shall pass. I hope. :(
Feel better, Az.

a different AC

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

*le sigh*

Haha, I just read a nice long Aziraphale / Crowley fic. *snerk* It was good, actually, quite well done.

I don't have my book here, so I can't check, but doesn't he say his name is Anthony?

[countcomfect.livejournal.com]

I'd swear Alistair. But I don't care anymore :)

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

You'd just rather Alistair cause it's more swashbuckling, wouldn't you? Haha. :)

[countcomfect.livejournal.com]

Well... yeah.

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

:D

[lady-magpie.livejournal.com]

It's Anthony. Sorry, Philip. Alistair Crowley is someone else. :)

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

Alisdair was a Goth...

AAAAAHHH!!!

[neoweezel.livejournal.com]

okay. I am being a royal geek, but I can hardly contain my squealing. Bare. Just went and listened to some of it (Lovely, I really like it), but, but, BUT! Then I looked at the cast page. You know who plays Matt? One of the Newsies. My day just improved so damn much, its insane. And incredibly pathetic. As you say, le sigh.

Feel better about school. I know how you feel, and my class load is nowhere near as extreme as yours!

Re: AAAAAHHH!!!

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

Whoah! I definetely didn't notice that. Wheee!

...yeah. I will. Someday. Like, spring break. :)

[lady-magpie.livejournal.com]

Whether this helps or not, I think I know how you feel, with the homework stuff. Good luck with it all, I hope it gets better.

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

Mergle. I need to know also if you will be around during my spring break. Honestly I want to go somewhere so badly I may go to Portland even if you're away. :D

[lady-magpie.livejournal.com]

Well, I'll only be gone about four days of break. Going places is good. I hope things all work out...

mbeh.

[elanor-two.livejournal.com]

Hehe, coming! For game! For to see the Liz and the Allie! Hurrah! :D